Ana i mia. Najbolje frendice. Moraš se s njima družiti ako misliš biti savršena. Moraju ti one biti život. Moraš samo o njima misliti. To su im samo nadimci, zapravo. Prava imena mislim da svi znamo. ANORAKSIJA I BULIMIJA Postoje ljudi koji su opsjednuti svojim izgledom i spremni su sve napraviti kako bi izgledali onako kako oni misle da je lijepo. Ali ti ljudi imaju krivu sliku o sebi. Oni misle kako imaju previše kila. Da su debeli. Naletjela sam na nekoliko stranica koje je napravio netko tko sebe naziva pro-anom. Pro-anoraksičnim. Tim ljudima je životni moto 'Anoreksija nije bolest. To je način života' E, sada… pročitajte malo njihovih izreka, pravila… Being thin is the most important thing to me. I feel extremely guilty every time I eat. I must be extremely demanding of myself in diet and exercise, and live by it. Food is my enemy. When I look at myself in the mirror and see an obese person, I will reflect on how thin I want to be. Nothing tastes as good as thin feels." "The thinner the winner!" "Hunger Hurts But Starving Works." "This is forever. I will do whatever it takes. I want to be thin more than anything, even food... " "Starvation is fulfilling. Colors become brighter, sounds sharper, odors so much more savory and penetrating that inhalation fills every fibre and pore of the body. The greatest enjoyment of food is actually found when never a morsel passes the lips." "Hunger is a feeling, not a command." "You can never be too rich or too thin. It’s simple: You decide once and for all that you aren’t going to eat and there is no further decision to make. When you coast without eating for a significant period of time and you are still alive, you begin to scoff at those fools who believe they must eat to live. It is blatantly obvious to you that this is not true. Everything that ever goes wrong for you in your life is because you're fat. Punish yourself when you have eaten There is only thin and fat...healthy-doesn't exist Why should we eat more than what we need to survive? no matter what they say you aren't thin enough. Hiding Your Eating Disorder: How to Keep the World from Finding Out don't listen to people when they say you are thin...DON'T YOU DARE! the will cause you to be happy and then you'll eat...and then you'll see the scale and it will say you didnt gain anything...so you will gain weight like I did 11lbs--->124lbs. DON"T BE HAPPY WITH YOURSELF. Most girls are saying you are thin becuase they are really jelous. Wear baggy clothing and lots of layers. This will hide weight loss and help keep you warm. Purge in the shower, or turn on loud music to cover up the sound. Leave dirty dishes and food wrappers lying around the house; that way, people will think you've been eating. Do this enough and you may even be able to use it as an excuse to skip meals. Hide diet pills in your piggy bank. I did this for months and no one ever knew. Rotate where you hide them, too, just in case any gets suspicious. If at a meal with your parents put your fork to your mouth without anything on it. I, sta kazete? :) A, pazi sada ovo… ovo mi je najgore.. "One day I will be thin enough. Just the bones, no disfiguring flesh. Just the pure clear shape of me, bones. That is what we all are, what we're made up of and everything else is just storage, deposit, waste. Strip it away, use it up." uf.... ima toga i kod nas.... surfajte ljudi ak vas zanima...pro ana site... :( |
stalno čitam po blogovima da su užasno tužni zbog ljubavi. Neki su toliko tužni da se žele ubiti,, nestati s ovoga svijeta. Ne žele više ikada osjetiti taj osjećaj. Ljubav. Taj osjećaj koji donosi bol. Zbog kojeg su po nekoliko dana, mjeseci u depri. Boli ih sve iznutra. Bol. Ona specifična bol. Bol koja im proždire dušu iznutra. Samo zbog tog osjećaja. Osjećaja zbog kojeg ne mogu jasno razmišljati. Gube koncentraciju. Samo misle na jednu stvar. Na jednu osobu. Na onu osobu koju vole. Toliko ju vole da ne mogu živjeti bez nje. Ali ta posebna osoba je napravila nešto što nisu očekivali. Nešto što ih je jako povrijedilo. Tada im na pamet dolaze užasne misli. Crne misli. Zamisli kako prekinuti sve to. Kako prekinuti jednostavno život. Samo da je više ne osjete. Ljubav. Taj prokleti osjećaj koji boli. Ali, ipak , zar to na kraju nije jedan predivan osjećaj? Jer, što može biti ljepše od same spoznaje da nekog TOLIKO volimo da je on/a vrijedna svih naših suza., svih naših dana koje smo proveli sami sa sobom jer nismo htjeli biti ni sa kim drugi, sve boli koju smo osjećali zbog nje/ga i čak da je toliko vrijedna/an da pomišljamo da bude uzrok naše smrti. I na kraju, to i JE osjećaj zbog kojeg smo sretni ( kada smo sretni). ovaj je post posvecen andrei |
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